Moving from Relation-ships... to Love-ships, Heart-ships, Joy-ships...

Ok, so again this morning, I was greeted with a message of another breakup, breakdown, split, in what had been up until recently a fairly ok relationship. Let's back up a minute...

It all started a few weeks ago when one of my clients wrote regarding the sudden end to her relationship, then another one wrote, and another and yet another. I felt strongly that I needed to write a bit about what is going on, but found myself in the midst of the shifting sands re-evaluating, re-negotiating, re-defining my own soul partnership. It has at times been messy, but we are still here. 

We are still in this thing together. What I will say though, is that from our perfectly arranged beginning of our being together, we have felt guided by a commitment bigger, higher, and somehow beyond our human individuated ego forms. We have been committed to JOY as a family. That commitment has been the guiding force and the litmus test for every seemingly minor decision as well as the BIG ones. "Is this taking us closer to joy, or away from it?" "Does this choice strengthen or weaken US as a whole?" "Are we growing or contracting as a result of this direction we are currently moving in?"

It has made for a LOT of discussion, as we are all still healing... my belief is if you are breathing you are still healing. But what exactly are we healing? Some days it feels like we are trying to heal the world through our particular dance with each other... Not saying that is what we are ATTEMPTING to do... it feels like that is the amount of pressure and responsibility we feel... and it can look really messy. But I am certain from a higher perspective it is a beautiful mess. But most days... most days like today, it feels like we are healing our own misunderstandings about who we are and why we are here. 

I feel in fact that this is a little microcosm of what is playing out on a much wider scale energetically. I have written about the Divine Masculine/Divine Feminine previously, and feel there is a massive shift that we have found ourselves in the midst of. 

We have been ruled and conditioned by the victim/bully/rescuer cycle. We have played out the fear/lack consciousness as far as it will go. The relationships that we have built over the last several hundred to a couple thousand years have been based on need. Need to be loved, need to be protected, need to be provided for, need, need... NEED. They have been based on the premise that who we are is not enough. Not good enough, not strong enough, not smart enough, not capable enough. We have been conditioned to believe that we must always be in search of someone or something outside of us to fulfill us, to save us, to make us happy, to keep us alive. We have been conditioned to believe that others exist in order to sustain our lives, our worth, our purpose, to make us valid in a world that has strict definitions of success, worth and value. 

However, in the last several years, 20-50... something dramatic has taken place.  People everywhere, regardless of sex, race, socio-economic status, or political affiliation... have awoken a sleeping giant within. People around the world are refusing to be ruled by conditionings or outdated beliefs that insult the soul. Everyone is awakening to the truth that there is something divine within themselves, and no one outside of themselves will honor it until they do. I can not honor in you what I refuse to see within myself. 

Relationships of all kinds have been based on the idea that one completes the other, or two halves of a whole... implying that one without the other is not enough, that their worth or value is somehow diminished as a result of being "without" another. Even in jobs, and wider family relationships where an individual is seen as some separate part of an imagined whole, and therefore must comply to the overall dictates of the "head" of the "whole". Everyone has their bit part to play. And without that person acquiescing to their assigned role, the whole thing falls apart... so we are bullied into rescuing everyone and everything. We cant see how this in fact feeds the implication that we and they are not enough on our/their own. Hence, we have created and perpetuated victims. 

There is a great shift taking place at this moment. A shift away from the victim/bully/rescuer cycle that was created as a means by which to fully explore the capacity to which we could experience ourselves separate from not only each other, but God (Source/Creator). There is no judgment in that. It is perfect. But WE are done with that game now. As a collective we wish to once again experience ourselves as WHOLE; both individually and collectively. We no longer wish to create imagined enemies, for we understand that in order to see another as an enemy we have to first experience that anger and hatred towards ourself. The energy is unpleasant and we realize it creates DIS-ease within ourselves and our highest preference is for peace and ease. 

What does any of this have to do with our love relationships at this time? Well in short everything. As the old masculine (not necessarily "male") paradigm of fear and control, lack and need, falls apart... we as a collective recognize that we dont want to go BACK to the days where everything was matriarchal either... we are seeking balance... we are seeking freedom... we are creating a space for wholeness... for expression as it is... we are pushing for a new way, a higher way, one that celebrates all that every being is; in whatever way he/she wish to be. We are seeking to live beyond boundaries, from our heart, from our joy, from the absolute highest expression of ourselves that we can possibly find. 

It isnt good enough to be of service any more, but we must be in celebration and FEEL celebrated... we must be in freedom and FEEL FREE... me must act in joy and FEEL joyful. Duty to and commitment to... just arent good enough reasons to remain in a situation any longer. Our souls seek to dance and expand. Our souls recognize the eternal nature of all things and that every situation is temporary... the question to ask is, if you knew everything was perfect and that there was nothing to lose by living your highest dreams what would you do now? 

At this moment ALL contracts, vows and bonds are being nullified, broken, resolved. SO many of us came into this lifetime for the sole/soul purpose of tying up loose ends from past lives... it is done. It is over. It is safe to let it go. 

I think so many are tired of being the people we have been.  And in order to step fully into our NEW BE-ing we have to let go of whatever no longer supports and celebrates that. And it hurts because some of these people, environments and beliefs have been so kind to us when we were needy. They gave us exactly what was required for us to get it all out of our systems. Often these people and situations were carry overs from previous lives and now it is cleared, we are free to let it all go. And all returns to the clean slate. A perfect state of allowing what is. Love. It is like the end of a play on stage... all the actors the baddies and the goodies come out at the end and all are viewed equally as having played their role perfectly. They take their bows and backstage they all are friends no heroes and villains no victims or bullies, just friends... and they all go back to their respective homes... happy and content with the great fun they had. 

And as we are open to interactions that reflect our bliss... love-ships, heart-ships, blissships are created.... By definition in order to have a "relationship" you need to RELATE... which implies seeing another as separate from yourself, who exists independently to you. In order for this  relating to occur.. there must by definition be conflict, difference, so as to find a place to meet at, to find a point of relating... 

 I realized the other day as other clients were talking of sudden breakdowns and breakups that this is rather a collective masculine (not necessarily "male") way of DO-ing... and it is no longer working for the world, and things are breaking down so that they can be made new. It is like there is an impending rebirth. In stepping into love from a place of freedom, celebration and joy... we have stepped into the darken room... and if feels as if our hearts have been broken open... and as we bare our chest in agony... we see that the broken heart has revealed our light within, and we see all around us all we have ever needed... and desired... just obscured in the darkness of our fears and conditioned minds... bliss is just beyond the broken. 

When it comes down to it... when we let it all go, we have space to let it all in... 

Blessings,

Jenn

A Message from the Angels...

My beloved husband has been asking me to open up to offering a channelling from the angels or ascended masters. I of course have been dragging my feet. I suppose that it is my own insecurities, though I have done channellings 1000 times (as essentially that is how the healings and past life readings work)... at least, for me it is as natural as breathing, but it is putting it out there for the whole world to either embrace or reject. I know it isnt personal but there is a feeling of vulnerability. Embracing the vulnerability as I encourage all others to do, I must expect no less from myself! So here goes...

Greetings, beloveds of heart and soul. Today, I Chamuel, would like to share a message. One of hope, peace, love and honor. Honoring of love, unity and the divinity that each of you inherently carries within. By no fault of your own you have been conditioned into believing that you are less than divine. That you are bound by the limitations and fears that have been taught to you over the last couple thousand years. We say unto you, THIS is not your true nature. You are unlimited beings of love, light, creative genius and power.

When you look around and you observe chaos and fear provoking situations... we say unto you... look past that. Look beyond what is being presented. We promise you the truth that love is EVERYWHERE, it is becoming harder and harder to hide from those willing to see. And YES there are many who are trying to keep the truth from you so that you may continue to live in fear. You see when you are afraid, anyone can have power over you. When you are living from the paradigm that you are love and that you are eternal and that all is well... what is there to fear? You can only "lose" what you have never really believed you have had. When you understand that you are everything and everything is you, what is there to lose? It is an impossibility.

Experiences may come and go, but love remains. Everyone is experiencing transition in their lives right now in one form or another... It is the way of growth that in order to be open to receiving one thing we must let go of another. There is what one would describe as a sense of loss, but on another level it is more a case of we have integrated that experience into our being and we are moving from that experience as a platform. The loss of a loved one, a job, a dream, an opportunity, is equally an opening for greater depth of love, pursuing of a passion, dreaming a bigger even better dream, an unimagined possibility showing up as a seeming miracle.

ALL of life seeks to support you, push you, celebrate you, encourage you. ALL of life seeks to draw you back to your original understanding of self. You are an ever expanding expression of God/Source/Creator's experience of itself. You did not come here to play little. You have had lifetimes of experience to prepare you for this moment. No amount of pretending to be small will subdue the urge to shine the light that you are.

You may find yourself asking, "But who am I?" and we say, "You our beloved... who ARENT you?" Not one soul on the earth at this time is anything less than amazing. Every soul is offering an opportunity for love, growth and expansion. There are those witholding their light so that others learn the full capacity of their light. There are those that act in cries for love, so that others may act with boldness in unconditioned love. There are those who act from a place of sleep so that others may awaken. Take not for granted the value and worth of any man. We are living in a time where the truth is coming forth so rapidly.

It is time for ALL men women and children to wake to the truth of their divine nature and live from that. When women remember their divinity, their sacredness, power and the blessing that they are, how will they treat themselves and from that others? When men recall their divine nature, the holiness that flows through them, would they then need others to follow them in order to feel worthy? And our precious children, when they are recognized for the unique individuations of spirit that they are, would we need for them to conform and fit in so that we as adults feel more comfortable? Would you as parents need for them to be your friends so that you felt secure, or would they be free?

If the love you give comes with limits, expectations or conditions, then my beloveds it can not be called love. Love can never abide where fear resides. The time has come to release your fears, and love just because it is what you are, know that you can never truly be alone, and that all can only ever be well.

Things are changing so rapidly that in the coming months and years you will look back on today and not recognize it as anything other than a dream. You are living the echo of your dreams. You are in a state of shaking the sleep from your minds and looking around at the beautiful reality you are creating. One in which you are the powerful creators, operating from love, freedom, joy and ease... where all beings are celebrated for all they have to give... and all is given as a blessing for the purpose of blessing. There is only abundance and peace. You want for all others that their deepest heartfelt desires be fulfilled as you know the universe is ever able to give to all endlessly...

Be blessed my beloveds, walk in the sacred knowledge that you are loved. Feel our wings around you and rest in the knowing that it is already done. You have already "Made it". Your dreams have already come true and are waiting for you to catch up to them. It is here... even if it doesnt feel like it this minute... if you could see yourselves from our position you would be weeping for joy as we are for you. You are forever wrapped in the arms of love.

And so it is and shall ever be.... say I Archangel Chamuel... in love light and eternal bliss....

Free Readings/Healings... Really??? Yes... really...

Someone asked me a question the other day, "Do you REALLY give FREE readings?" Of course I responded that this is in fact the case... no strings, no hidden charges, or books to sell... it is what it says on the tin (that is a lovely little British expression).

So, why? Well... the short version is because it is what I LOVE to do. But there is, as often is the case, a bit more to the story.

A few years ago, after moving to the UK with my beloved, we set up a website for healing and we had set charges for our work. At the time, we believed that everyone needed to have the sense of balance when receiving healings. But, we struggled with it energetically, it just didnt feel like it was what we were being drawn to. So we let it go. Eventually, we understood why. The whole hindsight is 20/20 thing. We were led to travel for the next few years... we learned so much about humanity, suffering, love, healing, unconditional acceptance, non-judgment and humility. In our hearts we knew that we would be drawn back to the healing service, but knew as well that it would look a lot different. In the meantime, life was life-ing....

As we healed our own blocks and fears regarding life in all of its varied colors and experiences, we saw that there are so many at this time, as things are shifting and chaotic... that are seeking peace, connection, healing, direction, and clarity. We have a gift that has been such a huge blessing in our family's life and it feels inappropriate to keep it hidden or only share with those that we know...

I am using the term "we" including my husband, for although I do the "work"... the readings, channellings, guiding, healings... he is a force of light and love that hold the space for me to do all of this. He has always been my greatest cheerleader and the one who throughout the years has encouraged me to share all that I do with the world... so for me in all things it is "we"... and even in terms of the healings themselves... it isnt "me", it is what I would call a universal love, a connection to source. I feel like a radio tuner... tuning into the channel and broadcasting it.

I believe that each of us is psychic, or spiritually gifted in many ways, in varied ways. And that we do have a responsibility to each other to share what we can, for the betterment and upliftment of the all. In other words I dont believe that I am "more" special than anyone else, but I should like to think where my gift is found in bringing to the surface that which is special in each of us... bringing forth gifts and talents into the light so that we as a universal collective ALL benefit.

In my travels and experiences, I have found that so often those that need the most help and could benefit the most from spiritual healings or clearings, may find themselves in financially difficult situations... stemming from the blocks or spiritual issues occuring! And they are so desperate, but find that healings and clearings are not financially accessible for them. Spirit has guided me to make myself available for all... and if they feel guided to donate, then blessed be the all. But if not, then their gratitude or healing is blessing as well.

This work is one of passion, love and joy... I am blessed just in the process of connecting... it isnt a job. I take it far more sacred than I ever could something I was dependant on for my survival. But we live in very fortunate and supportive circumstances.

There are so many brilliant healers, shamans, gifted psychics, mediums, spiritual life coaches etc out there that DO charge, and THEY are acting on their guidance. Which is without a doubt perfect. My experience has led me to where I am and I rejoice and accept it as that. I wouldnt hesitate to recommend someone that charges. I dont feel it is a statement of worth or a reflection of the time or effort or any of that... for me it is a calling, and in honoring my highest self, I offer of myself, knowing, trusting that it is the will of God. And all is well... and shall be well. As we give of ourselves so we are given, and the universe has given given and given... I feel so blessed that I compelled to share abundantly.

So I give these healings and readings, from a place of having been given so very much and in gratitude for all that is coming as well... the opportunity to bless and be blessed. I also have been guided that when I do receive donations to bless them for the multiplication and blessing of those that give, that in THEIR giving they too are blessed proportionally. So everyone wins... I love the infinite abundance of the universe!!!

So... that was the long answer... yes I do free readings and healings! hehehe

Blessings of light and love...
Jenn