Free Readings/Healings... Really??? Yes... really...

Someone asked me a question the other day, "Do you REALLY give FREE readings?" Of course I responded that this is in fact the case... no strings, no hidden charges, or books to sell... it is what it says on the tin (that is a lovely little British expression).

So, why? Well... the short version is because it is what I LOVE to do. But there is, as often is the case, a bit more to the story.

A few years ago, after moving to the UK with my beloved, we set up a website for healing and we had set charges for our work. At the time, we believed that everyone needed to have the sense of balance when receiving healings. But, we struggled with it energetically, it just didnt feel like it was what we were being drawn to. So we let it go. Eventually, we understood why. The whole hindsight is 20/20 thing. We were led to travel for the next few years... we learned so much about humanity, suffering, love, healing, unconditional acceptance, non-judgment and humility. In our hearts we knew that we would be drawn back to the healing service, but knew as well that it would look a lot different. In the meantime, life was life-ing....

As we healed our own blocks and fears regarding life in all of its varied colors and experiences, we saw that there are so many at this time, as things are shifting and chaotic... that are seeking peace, connection, healing, direction, and clarity. We have a gift that has been such a huge blessing in our family's life and it feels inappropriate to keep it hidden or only share with those that we know...

I am using the term "we" including my husband, for although I do the "work"... the readings, channellings, guiding, healings... he is a force of light and love that hold the space for me to do all of this. He has always been my greatest cheerleader and the one who throughout the years has encouraged me to share all that I do with the world... so for me in all things it is "we"... and even in terms of the healings themselves... it isnt "me", it is what I would call a universal love, a connection to source. I feel like a radio tuner... tuning into the channel and broadcasting it.

I believe that each of us is psychic, or spiritually gifted in many ways, in varied ways. And that we do have a responsibility to each other to share what we can, for the betterment and upliftment of the all. In other words I dont believe that I am "more" special than anyone else, but I should like to think where my gift is found in bringing to the surface that which is special in each of us... bringing forth gifts and talents into the light so that we as a universal collective ALL benefit.

In my travels and experiences, I have found that so often those that need the most help and could benefit the most from spiritual healings or clearings, may find themselves in financially difficult situations... stemming from the blocks or spiritual issues occuring! And they are so desperate, but find that healings and clearings are not financially accessible for them. Spirit has guided me to make myself available for all... and if they feel guided to donate, then blessed be the all. But if not, then their gratitude or healing is blessing as well.

This work is one of passion, love and joy... I am blessed just in the process of connecting... it isnt a job. I take it far more sacred than I ever could something I was dependant on for my survival. But we live in very fortunate and supportive circumstances.

There are so many brilliant healers, shamans, gifted psychics, mediums, spiritual life coaches etc out there that DO charge, and THEY are acting on their guidance. Which is without a doubt perfect. My experience has led me to where I am and I rejoice and accept it as that. I wouldnt hesitate to recommend someone that charges. I dont feel it is a statement of worth or a reflection of the time or effort or any of that... for me it is a calling, and in honoring my highest self, I offer of myself, knowing, trusting that it is the will of God. And all is well... and shall be well. As we give of ourselves so we are given, and the universe has given given and given... I feel so blessed that I compelled to share abundantly.

So I give these healings and readings, from a place of having been given so very much and in gratitude for all that is coming as well... the opportunity to bless and be blessed. I also have been guided that when I do receive donations to bless them for the multiplication and blessing of those that give, that in THEIR giving they too are blessed proportionally. So everyone wins... I love the infinite abundance of the universe!!!

So... that was the long answer... yes I do free readings and healings! hehehe

Blessings of light and love...
Jenn

The Divine Within?

I think it is safe to say that for the most part western society has been conditioned to believe that we as humans are nothing in and of ourselves. From the time we take our first breath we are conditioned to believe that a) we are dependant on another for our life and b) those on whom we are dependant can at anytime and for whatever reason withdraw their love and support. We are taught that life is scary, and we are helpless victims, without either control OR responsibility.

It isnt anyone's "fault" per se, those that taught us, themselves were products of the conditioning. And they sent us to the same schools to learn the same lessons in obedience to authority that they had learned. They taught us about a God that was punitive, needy and fickle. A God whose love was only given in response to obedience and the rules were ever changing. It was an insecure love at best. We were conditioned to believe that we were born flawed and in need of rescuing. We were conditioned to believe that we could only go so far or achieve so much, and that our dreams were limited by our abilities or someone else's will for us. We were made to believe that we are victims of our body's ailments and conditions (or that they were our curses or crosses to bear), and that we need "professionals" and "chemicals" to "treat" us... notice I didnt say cure or heal.

What if all of that was a misunderstanding? What IF we are conscious creators of our reality? What if what we are experiencing right this very moment is ultimately for our highest wonder, our highest good and growth... or even greatness. What if everything that has gone before, no matter how challenging or traumatic was brought to us BY US, so that we may remember the reality of who we really are? Would it change our experience?

What if we came into this experience with our hearts wide open? In innocence we loved, because it is what we are. We offered our hearts, open to the world. We dreamed. We remembered our connection to the all. Everything was magical. We saw with pure vision, maybe even talking to "imaginary" friends. In fact, everything was our friend... the bird, the butterfly, the stranger, the baby laughing in the mirror, the leaves that waved at us all day from the trees.

Where we had come from we knew only connection to the divine THROUGH the divine. Fear does not exist where love abides, and we came from love. Pure unconditioned love, and that is what we came to offer. Little did we understand the fear upon this planet, and that those we would be coming to had long forgotten their connection and were now living in separation. Fear separates, love connects. When they held us in their arms they were filled with the memory of the pure unconditional love they once experienced, but then the fear of loss rushed in.

The cycle of victim, bully, rescuer (with life often being cast the role of bullier) was taught to us. And we learned our roles well. We reacted to the sense of separation with crying, as it was a new situation, unfamiliar to us, and we were approached in fear. A new mother is a very terrified being, may we bless the mother who was doing her very best to love the way she had been conditioned to understand love to be.

Maya Angelou once said, "When you know better you do better." Well, it is time we reflect on our true understanding of love. It is time we KNOW ourselves. When we know ourselves as love we act as love. We no longer have the need to look outside ourselves for saviours, leaders, healers, guides or gurus.

We came to this earth perfectly endowed as individuations of the creator/God/Source experiencing itself as itself. Your hand is an extension of this thing called "you" and is no less an expression or part of you than your toe. Your toe's experience of the world is far different than your hand, but no less sacred, real or valuable. Do you consider your toe less of you than your hand? No... and so it is with all of creation. You are no less divine than a star, or one who came as an avatar to remind us of
that truth.

May we all remove our blinders, our blocks and our conditionings so as to remember each other and ourselves in our full light and glory.

When we drop our victim/blame conditioning we are free. We can create our reality and experience any way we choose. We begin to see there are no enemies, only eternal extensions of our chosen experience. Blessings to help us grow and remember the divinity we have mistakenly sought outside of us... pointing us within. Pointing us to what we have forgotten... "The Kingdom of Heaven is within."

In Lak'ech,
Jenn